Why I Love My Abilities

I’m nearing 50.

I’ve built systems, raised kids, written code, carved out time and space to reflect — and I’ve learned one constant:

My greatest ability is the ability to learn.

But that ability alone isn’t the full story.

To learn a concept is to take on a contract.

It becomes a catalyst.
It shapes desires.
Desire transforms into skill.
Skill becomes action.

This is how I work.
This is how anyone works — when they’re aligned.

Knowing I can learn anything is empowering.
But knowing I shouldn’t learn everything is wisdom.

That’s why I keep a short list of things I want to learn.

I let that list anchor my intent, and leave space for something greater: synchronicity.

Knowing God means knowing that infinite intelligence exists.

And if that’s true — then it’s not my job to micro-manage every opportunity.
My job is to listen, to notice.

David Allen talks about the Reticular Activator — a brain function that shows you what you’ve decided to care about.

If I commit to learning X, I will start seeing X everywhere.

And I take that as guidance from my higher self.
Not coincidence — confirmation.

I’m not proud because I can learn fast.
I’m grateful because I learn wisely.

I choose carefully.
I listen inward.
I follow synchronicity.

That’s not talent — that’s disciplined sovereignty.

My abilities are not accidents.
They are the result of years of clarity, faith, and conscious filtering.

I don’t worship my talents — I steward them.

"To know what to learn is more important than learning fast."
"To recognize the divine signal is more valuable than always scanning for noise."